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     I never thought I’d say it, but I think I am finally clean. Just like how Taylor Swift said in her song, “Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean.” I have been clean for a long time. I don’t miss you anymore. I don’t need you anymore. My heart doesn’t hurt anymore, at least not from you. You don’t cross my thoughts anymore. Only when I read something I wrote in the past. I never thought I’d ever let go. I thought I would never stop loving you. It doesn’t scare me to think that love went away. It does not matter anymore whether or not if it was real because I have found h

I want to forget, but I can’t   I remember everything   It has been years, but nothing has faded Every memory is perfectly preserved   And everyting feels the same and fresh From that warm feeling when  you make me smile, That stabbing feeling knowing I cannot have you, To that mile high feeling every time we kiss, Or that peacful feeling when you wrap me up in your arms I can’t forget. I won’t. In a way I am afraid of forgetting   As crazy as it sounds No matter how much I want to forget   The fear of forgetting terrifies me more Because if I forget, if one meomry leaves me then it will all be in vain If I forget,

I don't know what it is But there was something about you pulling me in I really don't know you But I'm so glad I worked up the nerve to ask for a dance I had my hands up and I got lost in the in you and the music You were singing along to every song I don't know the time or how long its been Or if I am ever going to see you again But I do know I don't want this night to end I know my heart is gonna drop When the DJ calls the last song Because that means I'd have to go And I don't know if you want to see me again Or remember my name All I know is that I don't want this night to end Our bodies are close and skin touching You we

Time seems to stand still when I'm with you Nothing else really seems to matter It's easy to forget how quick this was "You and Me" seems like it has always been there And maybe you were Nowadays I wonder if you were always that boy I dreamed about Was it you in my dreams when someone saved the day? And was it you who I pretended to be my prince charming Or someone like you? I can never recall a face or name But I would like to think that you were that boy who I always dreamed about When I was little I like to think I have always known and the only problem was that I hadn't met you yet Now that I have I feel like I am one step cl

When did this become a game? How did we get this far? It seems so long ago that I cannot remember it any other way How come the only way to see how much I care is to see how hard I hit the ground? Since when did we start keeping score? You hurt me; I hurt you. You shot the last bullet I came crashing down And I stayed down There's not a day that goes by that I don't feel it... We are even-- No, you won...

People tend to be afraid of the things they do not understand. They want exciting, unpredictable, and uncharted places; but they are not willing to face the fallout of it. People become jaded, hard, and afraid; for good reason too. It's our instict to protect ourself from the pain. If we didn't then we'd be more insane than what we already are. Love is probably the purest form of the uncharted land. We think we know what we want and to exprect, but in the end we never really do. We all want to be there, and expierence it. We're designed for that. We were not designed to hurt or be hurt, yet it still happens. Amazingly enough we adapt and

Liar, Liar don't cry on my shoulder Liar, Liar don't expect me to care anymore You played your games and you've been burnt Liar, Liar I've always been there for you I cannot fix you I cannot help you anymore You spun your lies Now everything around you is falling apart Liar, Liar didn't anyone tell you that trust is not a game? Didn't anyone tell you hearts weren't meant to be broken? Liar, Liar friendships weren't meant to be tested until the breaking point Broken trust does not fix itself And friendships just don't come back So, Liar, Liar, can I ask you something? Was it worth it?

You need to stop this If you wanted to leave You would've left by now So quit telling everyone you don't want him Whenever he walks by, Whenever you two talk, And everytime you leave It just takes one look To know how much you miss him I don't care if it's been over for a year now It's still all over your face, body language The only time you truly seem to smile is when you are with him You pretend it's better to build walls You pretend everything is okay You even pretend that you stopped loving him I know you think that you are better off without him Everyone reassures that to you And maybe true, but don't let pride and f

 Every person in high school must face the inevitable. Embarrassment.  It may be typical like, saying the wrong answer in class, or walking into the wrong classroom by mistake. But life yesterday chose not to be so kind, and went beyond usual red blush and quick, mumbled corrections to absolutely traumatic.  To be clearer, I need to divulge into a world more confusing, and dangerous than ever imagined: teenage dating.  Between the hormones, insecurity, and games it's no wonder that this place is the leading cause of teenage trauma… It all started on a cold, January afternoon, lunch to be specific. When a h

People and life hurt. There's just no way around that And that fact really does not matter What does matter is what people do with that pain People can be miserable and take it They can live life looking at it as something ugly They can drown in their own self-pity Or they can actually do something about it People have the extraordinary power to take that pain and transform it into something beautiful But only if they have the drive to change it And that can only come from within It may mean people have to face the cause of the pain It may mean to have the courage to say that it cannot hurt you anymore I know facing the things